My darkest hour..

Skang jam dah 5 pagi... bukan.. bukan tak tdo lagi tp dah jaga dr 3.30am lagi.
Pam2 tadi n dapat 3oz saje... hibanya hati... :(

ari ni akan hantar 13 0z je ke rumah BS... cemane nih?
Smalam baru Kak Nah cakap Syabil memang x cukup susu...!!! Kak Nah kene bahagikan plak susunya supaya cukup2 untuk Syabil...

Catu susu la aku ni!!! Tp, memang dah takde susu!!!!!!!!! huhuhuh..
Nak buat macam mane nih? Sedih. Last week maybe la coz nak period, so skang tengah period n milk plummeted!

all milk booster dah makan. vitamins dah makan. susu dah.

adakah ini tandanya aku kene campur susu? or nak kene perkenalkan solid food??

kejamnye aku.. biarkan anak kelaparan...
kejamnya aku hanya pentingkan diri nak jayakan jugak kempen susu ibu terhadap diri sendiri..
kejamkah aku bila aku bagi susu sikit n catu susuku itu?
Kejamkah aku?????????

Bajet 2010

Mengulas topik bajet ini kan.....

Terima kasih, kerana dapat jugakkk la imbuhan RM500 bagi kami kekitangan krajaan ni... yekla, mungkin keje kami ni tak seberapa, tu yg dapat sikit jek bila nak dibandingkan ngan swasta yg dapat riburiban. ye ker?? tp, ye la, kegawatan ekonomi skang ni mengekang belanjawan krajaan.. untuk rakyat, ape saje dilakukan.......

Kenapa perlu klinik 1Malaysia? Ku bukanlah wet blanket or negative thinker or simply opposing the government.. but it gets me thinking yerla, rugi aje gomen menghabis duit bagi aku blajo CCTS doludolu.... is it really necessary??? Kenapa tak dinaiktaraf aje klinik komuniti yang ada? atau just make up more klinik lah. one of the clinic (government) ni, service nyer tiptop.

tp, hari tu, my brother ada kayu jatuh di kepala (dont ask me how..... figure it out...haiihhhh) and he bleeds like hell. then, we brought him to the poloclinic  eh, poliklinik since its very near, and very gud lah. poliklinik komuniti kan. guess what? nobody's around at the emergency room. y am i telling u this?

well, instead of wasting money for new clinics, y not buat je bajet OT kat nurses and paramedics so that SOMEBODY is around for emergency cases. kan??

tp, kan... SUKEEEEE sgt bila Bajet 2010 ni buat PTPTN jadi biasiswa bila dapat first class..... its about time kan? a reward to those who are late bloomers in their learning. yekla, SPM tak brape bagus, tp, ok nak p masuk kolej or U. then, they studied bagai nak rak and turns out kene bayar half or sketla...heh, on study loan. students out there, grab this opportunity while they are still genereous! ni yg buat ku teruja terexcited ndak blajo nih..... n that's healthy. and a gud sign too!!! this kind of thing yg gomen should focus on.

I really do think that  we, mere servants should actually try to do our best in upgrading our service. mind, for us in schools, we are at the end of the line where we received the full blows on the whims and orders of our so so called knowing chiefss, leaders. and, they keep on changing policies. at the end, what kind of students are we producing? yes, evolvement and development is vital, so thats y they are changing as time evolves. but it should be for the better. learn from the history. not being backwards. wow, its really a gud debate. do you reckon i should do it in my classes?? darn! they're having final exam rite now!!!

hmm. dah merapumeraban dah ku ini. lari sana sini topikk.. karangan sure dapat markah rendah je... ahhhahhahha

agak2 kan.. bila la krajaan nak kurangkan duti import untuk breastpump keee??? yerla, menggalakkan penyusuan susu ibu, kan? especially for working mothers... mungkin idea ni bole diperpanjangkan kepada Dato' Shahrizat kan....?????

Ayat Ayat Cinta....[pt 1]

Hehehhe....

BukN tgh menjiwangkan diri... :p

Tp, aritu, kat library came across this novel.. so, based on the very famous title yekla, lagu and movie bagai.... ku pun teruja la nak pinjam n baca novel tu. mind u, dah lame gile tak baca novel bm. bukan nak merendahkan bahasa jiwa ku ini, tapi, belum ada title yg sesuai ngan kehendak jiwa raga. heee..

So, why i'm attracted to read the novel?

well, i post down below the snippets from the back cover, commented by

A. Samad Said:

Sesekali dalam ketenangan sastera Indonesia datang menejut gelora seni yang tidak tersangkakan. jika dulu pernah hadir "Ateist", "Perburuan", "Pulang" "Merahnya Mata Merah"dan "Bumi Manusia", kini tampaknya gelora itu datang lagi dalam bentuk "AYAT-AYAT CINTA" pula. TErnyata ia adalah sebuah novel yang sangat memujuk dan menghiburkan.

"ayat-ayat cinta" sememangnya pintar mengheret kita menjejaki -- malah menghidu -- perhubungan Fahri (Indonesia) dan Maria (Mesir) secara penuh mengajar, menghantar isyarat dan kebijaksanaan baru melalui perhubungan sopan antara insan dua negara.

Rasanya memang sesekali kisah cinta yang Islami begini sempat disampaikan dengan penuh tertib.

Maka itu, tidak membacanya seperti sengaja melepaskan peluang untuk mencium bau, merasa iklim, dan memahami gerak hidup insan Indonesia baru di luar dan di dalam negaranya.

Adakah sama dengan lagu Ayat-ayat Cinta Rossa itu? Wpun ada movie, tapi rasanya its different tau. Movie, interpretationnya lebih nak commercialized, and then sometimes diorg buang all the little details which actually counts. so, thats why i love to read novels. i can do my own interpretation. and then, only then i watched the movie. nape? then, i can picture and visualize the story i read. it makes it more satisfying... really. you should try it.

So, adakah ku akan terbuai dgn novel ni?? hmm.. kene tunggu dan lihat post-reading review lah. stakat ni, dok aje atas console table tu. belum ku sentuh.

hujung minggu biasa la, if tak kuar, akan wat housekeeping. punyala banyak keje pending.

Skang ni pun tak abis lagi rereading harry potter. ahahha.. nape harry potter?

Next review la yerr.

@ desperate attempt***

Out of desperation.. n wat2 muka kesian ngan hubby for the past few weeks, ari ni officially la ku p kedai Maryaaa n terai electric pumps dia.

First, try spectra3. suction x kuat. next, try swing. medela. wahhhhhhhhhhhh
bestnyerrr....... memang best la. kecur liur bila fikirkan pasal freestyle laks. at last, p try spectra3 smula n find out okay la.

So, jeng.jeng.jeng...... dapatla ku sebuah pam elektrik pertamaku berjenama Spectra3... nak wat heavy duty kan,... yekla, nak tingkatkan pengeluaran ni... bila banyak, baru ley wat offer..... whahhhaahh.... offer kat Syabil. Minum susu banyak2.. mama upah mainan baru. heh.

Harga kat The Momy n Baby Place? Standard lah. tp, ku dapat 5% less. privilege as a member of The Place. Jeles? Joinla n get rewarded tiem to tiem. eh, free add je Maryaaa... nak bayar pun oraits gakk hehheh

Sok baru ndak stat la.. ni pinjam Maryaa's dulu koz stok x sampai laie.. so, sterile lu malam ni. sok baru stat pakai. sokla tgk2 cemane nak operate pump ni *oppss*. adios.. zzzzzzzzzzzzZZZZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzz

Stock Updates

Hihihi... tengokkan title tu camle ade 'news update'  or stock exchange of the day.. heee..

takk kire la, nak gak update di sini.

Wpun sebenarnye ku nyer stokk susu is zero. nada. nill.

Actually, since last week ku memang struggle day to day.. (as previous posts) Now, everyday darling hubby (THE EVER HELPFUL N UNDERSTANDING) will drop by to pick up my fresh ebm of the day n ferry it to BS. hmm, come 2 think of it, evryday, syabil will get fresh milk la. not even refrigerated pun. chilled ajer... uwahhh.. fresh gitu. ini kes mama ndak pujuk hati yg lara la nihh :(

Evryday, i pump once at 4 or 5 or 6am (whichever la coz syabil gets up early nak direct evry morn). then, kat school, lam kul 8.30 - 10.30 pump both B n try 2 get the best la. koz later lam 3 hrs after that will pump again. try la, if ade gap between classes So, dah brape kali pam tu? 3 la. Most of the days, kene gak pam twice kat opis nih. then, by 3 kat umah. direct. sblh B lg dapat dipam. ptg2 5-6, direct. by this tiem Syabil x puas sebelah. nak dedua B. Malam, direct n dah exhausted trus tdo. if, tjaga, bangun n pam esp. bila tau dah takde susu nak anto ke BS esoknya. then, 4-6am the next day, the cycle starts again.

Sebenarnye, tiem pam2 tu susu dah tak semeriah dulu... tp, if slalu sgt kata susu tak cukup or kurang ni tak bagus... cam doa kan... so, hmmmm...... terkesan gak dlm ati nikoz agak risau. No, MMG RISAU!!

Susu skang pam dptla 2oz, 3oz,4oz. jarang2 je dpt 5oz. tupun bila skip skali sesi pam, baru dpt 5oz tu. tp, tu la, dah namanye pun skip. susu pun kurang la. haiiiiii....

So, what did i do to upp my production? makan oat, minum horlicks bebanyak, milkmaid tea, kurma. i skang tgh try shaklee trial pack yg ade vitalea, vit C, n VitBcompleks gak.. oh, ye. lupe. last week, p klinik n mintak doc pil hormon bg byk susu. tp, dia just bagi ubat tahan muntah yg propertiesnye sama ngan pil hormon utk tingkatkan pengeluaran susu.

So, kilang2ku tengah bergiat cergas nih. nak soh wat overtiem lak pas nih. cemane? Next post lah.

CD. CD. CD.

Khas buat keluaran (eceh) kali ini, ku nak la berkongsi crite pasal CD. Cloth Diapers ni. Kalau nak diikutkan, memangla pakai disposable diapers sangat memudahkan urusan kerja kita seharian.. tapi, sedar x sedar, sebenarnye, bila disposables ni dicongak2, banyak wooo nak kene spend for each month. memangla untuk anak kan, tak kesahla.. waimanye, bila dah dok ngadap kalkulater n kertas, ini dapatan kajianku...

ku beli huggies dry/dry cmfort yang harganya RM35 (tu kira purata la ye..). Satu pack M size dapat la dalam 80/66pcs. So, 2 pack akan dipakai every month. hmm.. meh wat kira2..

1 bulan: RM70

1 tahun : RM70 x 12 = RM840

3 tahun : RM 840 x 3 = RM2520!!!!!!!!!

Hmmm.. tu lah, bila kira2 camni baru tau banyaknye wang dihabiskan untuk lampin sahaja. Belum masuk baju2 (mestila nak yg the best for our child kan?) and toys..... tak masuk mama nye krongsang, baju baru baru, tudung (ariani yg x dpt2, huhu), henbeg, KASUTSANDALS, GROCERIES....

wuaaaaaaa..... banyak nye blanje.. camnih, keje2 cemane pun tak cukup gajinye...

Bila ku fikirkan balik, cemane orang dulu2 ley survive ha? oh, ya... guna kain lampin. so, dah jimat kat situ. leceh gak nak guna lampin nih. nak basuh... jemur... time nak pakai, kene lipat jadi tigasegi, then pakai guna pin n getah lak kat luarnye tak bagi menitik2.... sebenarnya sangat la bagus untuk environment n kocek kita, kan?? teringat lagi masa jaga Saufia, Syafiqah n AB (my not so lil siblings) dulu pun pakai lampin lah. mane ade wang nak guna pampers ni.. erk, dulu2 ade ke?? dulu tu 20 tahun dulu... alemak, terbongkar rahsia umorku, arkkkk

Hmm.. tu la kan.. tengah nak gak meng CD kan diri ni.. InsyaAllah.. dapat tambah koleksi sikit2 pun bole. Agak2 la kan... if ku bukak KUTU CD  n menyudikan diri jd ibukutu, ade ke nak join?? agaknye hanya impianlah kot or mebbe ku jual CD.. ada ndak beli?? murah2 la. coz, nak galakkan lebey ramai org pakai CD. jimat. jimat. n jimat. lagi satu, bole la save d environment takkle teacher asyik cakap2 jerk soh save environment kat bebudaks tp hampeh, tak buat papo.  nantila. ku surbey2 dulu yerr...

Syabil n the gang...

Syabil and his gang, Mikael. Mikael is my best friends' son, Nyah (aka Azura) and this pic, was taken during beraya at Naz's(Nazura) house, another best fren of mine.

Muka masing2 nampak mischeveous gilerr.. iyerla... mama2 nyer seme ade 'record' kat skolah kan.... hahhaha... Mikael was born exactly 1 week after Syabil's. So, that raya is the first tiem we met each other.. yekla, confinement together2 kan....

Saybil tu kening antara nampak n tidak ajer... ahhaah... and bila nak nangis kening gives way dulu.. heh. bila nak nampak keningnya tu.. tengok Mikael, dah terang dan jelas dah kening tu.. Mikael actually cam ikut muka Azdi, ayahnye, but mata exactly ikut Nyah. nanti kite post lagi gambo syabil n the gang... oh, ye.. hutang post gelagat Syabil n kakak Putri lom buat lagi....bile la tu...

Definitely NO for PIL ASI...!!!

The worst ever total milk collected  is today n yesterday. Yesterday, i just barely can pump out 2 0z each session. then, today, 2 0z, 3 0z.... this really gets me worry.. even during ramadhan, (i complained back then...) i can pump out around 3 oz, or 4 each session..

So, today, my darling hubby has to ferry my freshly expresses milk to bs.. Poor Syabil.
Y? I would like to think that it is because of me consuming 'PIL ASI' as it rumoured to help stimulating and producing more milk for mothers.. i beg to differ!! i really think they put sometin' in that pilss and jamu since i never experience this kind of really low supply.... so, beware!! Consume the jamu 'PIL ASI' only and if only u have tried every other possible means...

Right now, i already stopped consuming the pills, and back to milk, longan&dates tea, milkmaid tea.. and of course, the ever realiable, oats...!! i once remembered that i really detest anything that have oats on it.. now, not anymore!! hubby even said, "last time i recommended eating oats (to be slimmer...) u tanakk... nak kene orang lain bagitau eh??" my ever darhling hubby is, as ever, very conscious on what he eats...

and, now, as my hair starts receding (going..going 2 b bald...), he suggests to eat the grapes and chew the seeds as well.. around 4-5 grapes will do.. so
LISTEN I WILL..... ;p

Alahai...lari pitchingnye, nak....

Huh? Syabil dah bole nyanyi at 4months++??? Uwahhh... bole masuk world record ni...

Hahahha.. sebenarnye, ini rekod dia nangis... nangis2 sampai pitching pun lari.. tapi note Syabil ni tinggi, kalah Mariah Carey..hikhikhik... jangan marah ye sayang Mama....:)

Smalam tepat 12.30am, dia menjerit macam kene gigit. terkocoh aku terjaga takut2 la sebenarnye terjatuh... abis satu umah dikejutnye.. dr Uwan, PokDe n PokSu die... Kejap naik.. kejap turun.. tone n pitchingnye.. last2 kul 3.30, iyerr sampai 3.30 (nangis, senyum, gelak2 nangis....). kolik kekembungan la tu... Malam tu sedap sgt mama hirup kari ikan uwan agaknye....

then, ku tak terjaga nak p keje.. mintak cuti... petang tadi pi ke spital, skali lagi tangisan bersaksikan nurse yg agak kiut2 gitu.. kene nebulizer.. macam kene cocok ajer... memang ter'over' sikit puteraku ituhhh. Then, ari ni kene x-ray gak.. mcm comel jerr bile kuar filem xray tu.. kecik jer.. tp tu la, kecik2 dah kene xray..:(

this is 2 eliminate the possibilities of pneumonia.. Alhamdulillah.. takde.. just bronchilitis... viral infections at the bronchitis..errr ke broncheoul? actually this type is self recovery.. tp, self recovery la punye pasal, syabil dah batuk2, kejap2 selsema dah lebih sbulan...

Besok Syabil kene berpuasa... 2 jam ajer.. sok ade appointment chest physiotherapy.. petang kul 4... musti berkumandang lagi.. yg sedihnya tengok dia terseksa...... takpela sayang ye... nak baik, kan.... nak sembuh, kan.....

Bosan.

Bosan tul ku nengok blog ku ini... blog syok sendri betul....
hmm.. tgh blog surfing aND I STUMBLED UPON a blog which is very beautiful... mebbe coz of the pics she taken... or the cam... anyway, she uses very minimal words and describe it with ryhming words, and all those beatful pics.

So, the moral?
add up lots of pics.. barula tak buhsan... (ku sendiri sebagai author pun buhsan nengok.. apatah lagik anda yg lelain yg sudi menjengah...maaf, ku akan cuba upgrade yerr...)

PlaN to FAIL???

Fail to plan is pLANning To Fail....

Dalam menguruskan kerja2 kita seharian ni, perlu ada planning. Kengkadang, of corse, we plan but we can't meet the plan. Jangan plan dlm kepala saja... sepatutnya, perlu
D - Duduk
T - Tulis
A - Atur

Duduk, fikirkan apa yang hendak dibuat... apa yg ingin dilakukan, apa yg ingin dicapai...

Tulis, catatkan apa buah fikiran kita, apa target dan idea kita.. dengan mencatat kita dapat lebih 'melihat'. lebih menggunakan deria yg ada, menggunakan mata untuk melihat perkataan/ayat2 itu, mendengar bukan shj suara hati tetapi secara nyata...

Atur, yang mana satu lebih memerlukan perhatian kita. kerja yg mana? target yg mana? idea yg bernas yg dibolehpakai......

Dengan D, T & A ini, InsyaAllah kita boleh kurangkan stress.

Apabila kita mempunyai daya tahan menguruskan emosi, kita akan berjaya.
Dalam proses untuk berjaya, 80% kejayaan itu hasil dr emotional
quotient kita. stabil emosi, maka naiklah peratus kejayaan. Gagalmengawal emosi, maka kita akan kecundang...

Dalam konteks breastfeeding ini, emosi sangat penting dalam menjana pengeluaran susu ibu dan kejayaan menyusu bayi kesayangan. emosi dan hati yg merasa akan merangsang otak dan akal untuk bertindak.

Oleh itu, kita kena jaga emosi supaya akal bertindak dengan tindakan2 yg betul dan positif.

Fikiran juga perlu sentiasa positif. Apabila fikir positif, bercakaplah berulang2 perkara positif itu. lama kelamaan apa yg positif menjadi kenyataan. of corse beserta tindakan...:) ye la, bila kita selalu ckap yg positif, kita akan secara x langsung bertindak ke arah itu.

bercakap2 itu doa... jadi selalu la pk, cakap n doa agar diri dapat menyusukan bayi sepenuhnya...

diubahsuai dari Seminar Kecemerlangan oleh Cr. Yusuf b. Kasim

Hari ini...

Kelasku tak banyak ari ni.. so, i have the chance to pump 3 times (yippie!!!) today.
1. 9 am managed to get 5 oz....
2. 12.15 pm i pumped 4 oz..
3. at 2.40pm rushingly pumped out another 4 oz...

wow..bestnye... 2moro it wont be the same as it will be my busiest day of everywikk (Tue)...

Kat umah tak sempat dah nak pam... skang ni.. kul 2.30am, managed to pump out 2oz jerk.. slalu pepagi cengginih la paling banyak letdown ku.....

takpela, jap g nak tdo.. tgkla sok kot dapat rejeki lebey for Syabil...

Speaking of, Syabil malam tadik dok depan tv ngan his very big playmat aka comforter (since dia dah berguling2 kan..) so, while mama gone 2 have a shower.. dia dok guling2 n bising2 sorang2, alih2 tertido.. suurounded with his toys n tgh on his tummy (kaki terpeleot sket)... allaalall.. comelnye la... takley nak snap pics coz aki pinjam kamera... aisehhhh.... mind u... tu pun coz perut full ye... b4 mama mandi dia dah nenen dulu. if not, mane bley tdo.. hai.. anak mama ni...... :)

Stok susuku..

hapdet stok ku...
ebm beku = 0 oz.
fresh ebm = 3 5oz, 3 3oz. so, 1 jer bole simpan tuk lusa. (sok ku balik kul 5ptg, ade korse memblogkan diri di skolah... tambah ilmu la....)

huhuhhhuhhuuuuuuu.... ebm beku dah abis... waaaaaa
ari ni ngepam lak dpt 2 oz(plg byk) satu seskssi....

adakah ku perlu membeli juga S3? supaya dpt membuat double pumping?? atau....

dengan lebey berdisiplin, mengepam dgn gigih sedaya dapat 2 @ 3 jam skali... nak cakap senang.... nak buat.. agak keliatan (sikit la)

tp, kene gak britau diri... kene gak KENE gak ngepam... if not... susu syabil takde... cemane dia nak minum? nanti lapo... siannye dia........

(insafla wahai mama.... tidakkah kau kesian kat syabil? hatta ko ade pun bile dah lapo sgt n nak tdo maunye nangis teresak2 smpai kuar airmata....)

agaknye susu sikit koz kurang makan. kurang khasiat. takpe. dah beli vit hopefully makin bsmangat... mungkin gak tekanan prasaan... dlam diam2 tertekan....

Al Fatihah....

AL Fatihah buat Allahyarham Abdul Rahim Abu Bakar.

Pemergian yg sangat2 dirasai... dan mengejut... Beliau meninggal dunia pada 24 September 2009 lalu... 5 Syawal... Masa dapat berita pemergian beliau, celcom tgh haru... buat hapdet (update) apentah.. Ayah jadik kelu dan tak dapat berfikir... Aku pula cuba kontek2 sepupu2ku.. nak tau di mana arwah akan dikebumikan.. adakah kami ke kl? atau jenazah dihantar pulang ke kg? dlm kul 10 mlm gak baru can get thru n dpt tau jenazah akan dikebumi di kl... Ayah bergegas pergi... driving ngan mak, dan 3 adik2 ku..

Sebab kematian? sebenarnye, ku tak pasti. yg ku tau, memang ada history dlm adikbradik belah ayah heart attack..so, beliau juga suspect gak... Ayah Ngah pergi masa di dalam berpuasa, tengah menunngu azan magrib, attacked, then he passed away....

Mak cerita masa mak sampai, tengok arwah seakan tersenyum... sronok ku bila dgr... esoknya, bila aku sampai n tengok arwah, he is still sort of smiling....

masa bacaan talkin, suasana yg panas terik menjadi redup. yg anehnya, memang disekitar kawasan perkuburan jer yg redup... Allahuakbar.. Ku dan Zira,( adikku) dok bawah pokok coz kami pegang Putri n Syabil... kami seakan2 nampak Ayah Ngah dicelah2 hadirin yg menghadiri pengkebumian beliau... Even Imam membacakan talkin pun menangis teresak2 semasa membacakan talkin buat arwah... begitu dikasihi dan dirasai arwah dengan kariah2 masjidnya.....

Bila diingat2 balik, beberapa ahli keluarga gak yg meninggal semasa Syawal... Pak Itam meninggal 1 Syawal 9 tahun lepas... Atuk meninngal masa Raya Haji..... skarang Ayah Ngah pula...

Salam sayang ku titipkan... semoga roh Ayah Ngah dicucuri rahmat dan semoga beliau ditempatkan dikalangan orang2 yg beriman.... yg mampu ku berikan adalah doa dan sedekah AlFatihah untukmu....

update stock..??

hmm... stock makin menyusut balik... yerlah... Syabil menum 4 botol sehari.. ku dpat pam 3 botol jek.. bkan 3 kali tau... 3 botol.. slalunya 4 kali sesksi ngepam lah tu.

sehari, usually syabil minum...
5oz, 4oz, 5oz,4oz=18 oz. more or less lah.

so, slalu amek 1 stok ebm beku. yg lain fresh lah. seperti yg disarankan oleh susu ibu LC's. ku ni mcm je by the book.... tp, tak gak..

2,3 ari ni syabil tak puas nak nyusu sebelah ajerr.. nak kene sua 2 b back 2 back.. wahh..mcm meriah jerr... tgh sibuk menambahsupplementkan makananku supaya lebih maaaaaaaasyuk susuku ini...

hai, entahla... mlam ni lak, sakit2 gigi. orang kata if sakit gigi tandanya x cukup kalsium lah tu.. anak dah amek la tu... huahahuahhuah... maknenye, memang kene amek xtra vits laa.. yg pasti, bole gak amek obimin (murah jerr...affordable..) n nak amek calcium + vit c... tak cukup, so thats y syabil batuk yg tak baik2 agaknye.... takpela... cuba n berusaha la mana bole..yg selebihnya, ku bertawakal...

Keberhutangan

huisshhh.... banyaknye perkara yg berlaku dlm 14 syawal nih... tak sempat nak diupdatekan sepenuhnya.. keje bila dah abis cuti nih menimbun2. ditambah lak ngan daku yg dah tak terdisiplin mengepam susu...!!!!! haiiiiiiiii........ Syabil, takmo marah ngan mama yer...
Syabil mama baik, Syabil mama rajin, Syabil mama soleh, Syabil mama dengar cakap, Syabil mama sayang mama, papa, uwan, aki, kakak putri, mummy ngah...pokDe, PokSu..... ye, Sayanggggggggg Syabil. muahhh.

Sweetcutiepie's Blog

wahh.. raya udah.. makan ketupat, lemang, kuih raya bagai........ apekate korang send pics raya korang ke online shop ku n mane tau bertuah dapat hadiah yg menarik yg ku n associate sediakan, ye tak???

Sweetcutiepie's Blog:

"Opens to all kids out there!!!!

PRIZE: RAYA HAMPER (FOR MUMMY) N A SET OF CLOTHES (FOR THE CUTE CHILD!!!)

Steps to enter contest:

1. Take a picture of your sweet cutie kids (mommies n daddies pun ley join dlm pics) wearing their raya outfits. (Read: Baju melayu or baju kurung sahaja tau.., barulah mood raya… ).
2. Add our link at your blog (specifically blogroll, ye) OR buy an outfit (or two, or three.. :) ) from our shop
3. Then, send us the picture to sweetcutiepie80s [at] gmail [dot] com and write briefly the story behind the picture.
4. Make sure you mommies and daddies include these particulars in your email, ya!!
   Name:
   Address:
   Phone No:
   Child’s Name:
   Age:
   Blog’s url or item(s) you’ve bought:
   

Terms and Conditions:

• Last date for the contest: 15 Syawal (04 October 2009)
  
• The picture must be clear, tau. Send pics yg cute cute… Takle pening Putri n Syabil nak determine the winner.
  
• Only one prize for the winner — the lucky child, although mommies n daddies or kakak or abang pun take part dlm pics tu. . So, mommies or daddies kene la decide which child deserved to get the prize (for one entry)
  
• One entry per blog. More blogs = more entries!! (The same goes to items bought)
  
• We might have more than 1 prize, depends on the entries!!(and the sponsors. Read: our mama and mummy)
  
• The decision is FINAL.
  
• Winners will be announced by 11 October 2009. So, stay tune!!"

..................Beraya di umah Mummy Ngah Syabil

Adoi...Khamis lepas baru baru je sampai kat umah Mummy Ngah.. hari ni dah nak balik..

Sampai2 jer jumpa Putrii yg kawaiii... uwah, mcm malu2 nak main2 ngan Syabil... terus Daddy Ngah bawak pi jumpa n braye umah nenek kakak putrii... (sebenarnye taktik tanak masak lunch... ku dah tau dah.... jgn mare ye, mummy ngah.....)

"Syabil jumpe kakak Putri....n kawan2 Mama yg ramai sgt... ade jumpa geng jugak.. Abang AD malam Khamis...Mikael n Armand hari Jumaat malam ari tu... pastu smalam jumpa kakak Akish n kakak Sarah kat Seremban.. hish..memang sronok..." (err.... sebenarnye, mama la orang yg paling gumbira bercloteh, bgosip bagai, n btukau2 criter....hahahhaha)

Then pi kawen another bestfrenku, Maria kat Tangga Batu, Melaka... Syabil nangis2 n ngamok2 n gambo pun cam sempat ngan tak aje.... Syabil penat+panas gile+ngantok.... nasib baik la ku tak pi awal2, if not, lg sesak+ramai orang+panas.gile.yg.aamatttt.... masuk keta, ku buka baju Syabil, terus terlena di pangkuan.....

Mummy Ngah n Daddy Ngah bawak Syabil pi PD lak lepas tu... wahwahwah.... smalam br jek papa lalu kat Tg. Tuan.. kire dekat la tu.. bole nampak laut kat selat mlaka.. PD umah Nen Itam kakak Putri.. wahhh... besar sungguh rumahnye.... (n bole tambah tabungan duit raye Syabil..hehheheheh)...

bagus kan, daddy ngah bwk kiter jenjalan?? sebenarnye ku dah tak larat sangat otw balik dr PD tu.. penat flat gilooo.. ooooo... membuatku tertanya... sanggupkah aku buat longdistance journey ngan papa nanti? if buat la kan........ tp, on d other hand, bagus gakk... oke ape.. papa memang suke bejalan n journey2 nih.... n suka melepak2 kat RnR.. kalo bole semua RnR kat plus tu dia nak lepak... wah.. nanti kite wat list.. RnR2 yg papa penah pi.. mesti sumesumer.... hehehheh... jangan marah ye, Yang......

balik malam tu, dah jam 9.30mlm... lalu jalan biase coz daddy ngah nak elak jem kat plus.. ya Rabbi..memang penatt... lepas memanjat tangga... trus tdo join syabil kat dalam bilik econnn krohkroh..zzzzzzzzZZZZZZzzzz

Contest.... CD Giveaway..

Menjenguk2 n jengah2 blog2 ni sronok gak...ade yg buat contest yg senang2 je nak join...
so, kat sini aku ndak le join contest ni, baru lg berkenalan ngan cloth diapers ni... sebelum raya aritu adela beli 1 CMCD. nenanti nak tambah koleksi lagi la..tp, kene sabo sket lah.

so contest ni prize nyer 1 CD COOLABABY anjuran Sarah Rahim. kalau dapat best gak, bole la try jenama ni plak. if serasi ngan Syabil, bole la jadi client tetap.... kat bawah nih all the details.. nak join gak?? klik aje gambo hadiah kat bawah tu.... ;)

4 SEPT - 30 SEPT !!!

RAYA GIVEAWAY PROMO!FREE
1WETBAG + 1CD(w. 1 insert)+1cute legging!

Nak? :) Syarat2 nyer, mudah aje...:

1. Buat 1 entry dan promote pasal GIVEAWAY ni & blog ni kt blog korang :) -----> done
2. Pehtu jgn lupe link kan blog ni kt blog korang... -----> done
3. Pastikan korang signup utk jadi follower blog nih... ------> done
4. Last sekali dah selesai suma yg diatas...
sila tinggalkan komen / msg supaya kite leh link blk blog awak dan pastikan awk tersenarai lam peraduan nih...ok -----> done
5. Pemenangnyer akan dipilih mll cabutan bertuah yg akan divideokan nnt :)

Hari Lahirku...

wah, wah, wah......

this is the first year bersambut besday ngan Syabil... (of corse la... duhhhh).. Papa lak takde di sisi... so, tahun ni sebenarnye, officially tak sambut lah.. well wishers pun 2,3 orang jekk.. nasibla hubby wish gak thru sms eventho line dapat2takdpat kan... if not, haaa.. perang donia ketiga, bergoncang lah bumi skalian alam ini..muahahhahah....

hmm.. last 3 years, daku belikan diri sendiri buku Harry Potter Deathly Hallows.. ala yg last book tu.. ku memang penggemar siri ini.. very detailed n lively description plus jokes here n therrr.. tu yg best tuh.. kalau ku sebok ngan novel..memang tak hengat sgala makan, minum hatta tdo skalipun... namun, skang nih, dah ada baby, takkan sempat lagi lah nak buat mende2 cenggituh..skang pun dah semput ajerr nak siapkan beg2 syabil, susu, baju bagaiii...

so, back 2 d topic.. ingat cam nak la belikan hadiah tuk diri sendiri lagikk.. last year tak buat pape n beli pape coz agak melepek (tgh morning+noon+nite sickness....) hhuuuhuhh.. dah tau... ikutkan ati nakkkk sangat beli freestyle medela tu.. kene simpan kemas kejap dulu la... terlalu mhal, memang tak mampu la.... huhhu....takpela.. sabar yee.. kene kumpul duit, kumpul, n kumpul.......

Ponteng...

Ponteng??? Haah.. ponteng ngepam...
Dah 2 syawal, ari ni masuk 3 syawal, byk sessi pengepaman ku ponteng.. :(
teruk la daku ini.. baru jek nak jadik supermom... cemane nih???

dlm 3 hari ni, 3 botol jek dpat kot. 1 day raya ari tu, B sampai bengkak coz x ngepam dr pagi sampai la petang. dlm kul 5 ptg br pam koz dah stat sakit2 dah. pagi raya tu dah bangun awal.. then, mak lak soh tulun potong nanas bagai nak wat acar untuk nasi minyak.. langsung lupa...

smalam ok la gaks. 2 kali mengepam... pagi skali, then petang... malam smalam, syabil minum byk sgt... sampai dedua B dibedalnye... hmmm.. tengah growth spurt tak?? abisle.. cemane nak keepup ngan demand balik ni.... (apelagik, mama....cepatla ngepam balik...BAIKKLAHHH.. ari ni, 3 syawal, cuba 3 kali ngepam...)

memalam, kunci jam pun dah tak terjaga 2 hari nih. haiiiiiii... targetku 15 botol dlm 5 hari.... pun takbley buat.. kuatkan semangat... kene berdisiplin sket Mama oii.... (Mama nyer pompom boy dok jauh kot...so, macam tak dengar sangat laungan kata2 semangat dr Papa...;( ....)

Syabil...

Memang banyak keletah si kecil ni sebenarnye..
tp, yg pastinya, memang bahagia bila dah ada anak ni ye...
Kesian Papa, x dpt join n ikuti perkembangan Syabil one by one.. dek tugas yg memanggil n memakse Papa outstation.

Syabil suka senyum bila bangun... tak kire la bangun pagi ke...tengahari ke... bangun je senyum dulu. pstu baru la nak nangis2 nak susu ke...

perkara paling Syabil suka this time around is bergaduh ngan Mama.. Yekla, nak tdo, nak ngamok2 dulu... then, bile kasik direct, tanakk... terpakse bagi expressed nyer...

All time favorite lak mestila masukkan jemari dlm mulut n nyonyot2... kalau nak tdo, tambahla ngan kain ke wat sapu2 muka...hikhik.. tomeltomel gitu...

Ari ni lak dah hulurkan tangan nak pi ngan wan die... ngan wan je tau. takmo pun ngan mama...

hmm, nex wik dah nak masuk 4 bulan, tp Syabil blum meniarap lagik... tak sabo rasenye.. terlentang dr meniarap bole la...

till nex tiem....

SuperMoms

I'm quite amazed by all those moms out there who can do all, being a great, a super moms. really, i'm inspired by reading their blogs... how they managed their time n doing all those things.. mind u, i'm still trying and struggle at that on becoming a super mom myself...

Having to do all of the work at work, then goes home and doing all the housework... sometimes all we want is just an appreciation from our better half. Of course, praises works. sometimes, occasional gifts and surprises actually do wonders to us. for me, women is not that hard to please. the occasional (or permanent) helping hands around the house is mostly appreciated. it is just that men provide the food n stuff for a house doesn't mean that they are done. their work are done. some men, sadly are the typical ones, where they are the 'King' of the house. merely instruct whatever they want, do not lift even a finger to do the washing, let alone sharing housechores.

and no, it's not my hubby. he's considerate and helpful at times although he do expects some kind of work that is me alone to do it. (well, come to think of it, no.... he can share housechores. READ: CAN) I'm talking about the King of my mom's house. yessss... he's the TYPICAL MALAY MEN where he expects my mom, being the super mom she is, to do everything. it is not fair from his behalf since he practically do nothing to contribute around the house.

hmm...... off with my rantings. my son calls for me. ie: crying like mad. heh. (Still figuring on how to be the super mom like my super mom)

Komen Mengomen

For those yg membaca blog ku ini...
Komen la memane yg bole, supaya blog ku ini lebeih baikk lagi, ye....

Kalau nak follow, lagikla di alu2 kan... :D

Tech Gizmos

Ku tengah menngodek2 lagi on the how's nak make up blog ku ini.
So far inilah hasilnya..... bolehla...ngantuks2 nyer choice sambil wat stok untuk esok..

Tadi baru ku minum red dates+longan premix aka segera nyer.. tringat kat hubby...dia memang suke minum2 n makan2 yg kesihatan2 nih..tp x suka makan ubat sangat..(dahnyer x sakit, kan...dush!!)..

tu lah... dedolu..zaman anak dara..jangan arap la nak makan2 yg kesihatan nih..cukupla ku memang gemor sayur (n sgala jenis makanan, wakakak).
Skang, pantang ada tips baru nak banyakkan susu, trus terai jerk. ehhehe.
yekla, plan nak BF sampai 2 tahun kan.......InsyaAllah...

Ya Allah, permudahkanlah urusanku ini...anugerahkanlah dan banyakkanlah susuku supaya dapatlah hambamu ini menyusukan Syabil sehinnga dua tahun.........Amin.........

Ha....Puasa ke tak ni.....

Hari ini Jumaat.. kalau ikutkan, mcm Jumaat lepas, x pose koz by petang dah kering susuku..

Hari ni lak, aku gagahkan diri...bukan ape, Jumaat balik awal, n Syabil slalu la nak gayut2.. ari ni nak tgk keadaan dulu.. skan ni, dah petang, Syabil lak tdo. So, harap2 okla pengeluaran tenusu ku sampai la lepas berbuka nanti..

Pagi tadi, dapat pam skali aje.. dpat 5 oz wpun dedua B.. hmm...
Petang ni, masa Syabil tdo dptla ku pam lagi 2 oz..jadikla....
Sok keje... mengganti Hari Deepavali nanti...tp, tu la, bila ganti Isnin, balik pun cam ari Isnin lah. wallau weh.. sampai 2.30 ptg tu...

Sok plan nak tinggalkan Syabil ngan Mummy Ngah dia... coz mlm kang sampaila Mummy Ngah , Daddy Zali n Kakak Putri... (abisla lunyai Syabil Kakak Putri dia korejakan.......hihihihih)

Syabil lak consume 11oz ari ni kat BS dia... hmm.. mase amek dia tadi kemain...aktif semacam.. bising mulutnya.. menegur gelak2 bagai..
tapi tu la.. kejap2 batuk.. n sebelum tdo pun dia selesema.. nafas un kuat jek bunyinye....

Syabil...

Syabil, Syabil mama....

Aku slalu panggei dia ngan Syabil mama... ala.. itu jerk lah intan payungku... hubby nun jauh...

Hari ni kat opis, relax sket.. cam x byk kelas kan.. so, dlm kul semilan tu, dpatla xpres 5oz++. ni kedua2 B tau...

then, dlm kul 11 tu skali lg pumping session n dpt another 3oz.... Alhamdulilah... Patutnye ku kene wat milk blog kan..?? (bukan ke blog ini tempat ku mengceritakannyer ker..dush.dush!)
Okey.. so far 3 hari keje nih.. inilah log nyer...

Slasa- 7 oz (one session jek)
Rabu - 6 oz (huhu.. kurang.. n tak ingat brape session.. rasenye 1 jerk)
Khamis - 8 oz (2 sessions, hmmm ada peningkatan...ku like..!!)

So, by petang smalam dah melepek gile.. n seperti biase, ku x maasakk (kawanku si M tu sentiasa menjenguk, heh) mak jek yg masak.. tp kamis tu xtra melepek koz maybe byk session kot.. by nak berbuka pun, Syabil starts crying n rengek2.. tak puas minum..

oh, ya, btw, Syabil consume susu as follows:
Slasa - 17 oz
Rabu - 18 oz
Khamis - 13 oz jek

Bs dia kate kamis, Syabil cam tak lalu makan/minum sangat.. slalu keempat2 botol abis.. nih, dia consume 3 bottol jerk.. Sian, Syabil ku cam batuk2 n selesema (bkam H1N1 tau......)

So, hmm... mcm takde tujuan btol post ku inih kan??
adus.. penin..cam byk sangat nak update..n citer n britau..
aneway, moral:
1. Increase la pumping sessions although pam angin jerk.. (bukan pam tayar keyyy)
2. KEne wat stok, weh....
3. makan kene jaga..bagi susu yg berkualiti for my Syabil... So, takdela demam, selsema, batuk n bagai.. InsyaAllah....

Me and my blogshop

Sebenarnye baru lagik la sangat2 berkecimpung dlm blogging nih.
then teruja laks ngan bisnes, (mebbe it runs in the family, only now it resurface in me, hahhahah) bisnes online lah.. jual baju n bagai..
So, i will keep u all updated la ngan my bisnes nih... feel freee to browse thru my shop yea..
http://sweetcutiepie.wordpress.com

this is my first attempt nak berniaga nih, co-joint ngan my sis-cum-bestest-fren, Gra. stat sket2 dulu...modal pun sket.. barang pon sket jerk nih.. later, manyak uwang gitu, manyak la products.. we plan to sell loads of things lah.. so, have to be patient... :)

BF and Ramadhan 2

Nak update la pasal Ramadhan ni kan...

lepas jek 2 hari posa tu ku tak posa dah. ari ketiga, wpun x posa, Syabil takmo menyusu even direct..trauma dia. nak dr botol jek
sedey sgt.... pastu mula la belek2 thread kat susuibu forums n cr pasal nak tambahkan susu...
Alhamdulillah, otai2 sana byk sgt membantu.... bagus tull....
So, skang tgh wat hyperstimulation: pam 2,3 session dlm masa sejam. dpt sket2 jekla, 1oz,2oz....
tp, demand naik, supply pun naik la.... teori boleypakai dr susuibu

pun try makan ape2 suplement utk bykan susu balik... yekla si anak truna tu mcm x cukup2 susu....
1. makan kurma, susu
2. blend kurma n susu
3. blend kurma, susu n longan (bad idea, coz longan buatku batuk2..takmo mkn lg dah)
4. minum shaklee performance... elak dehydration
5. minum Agel... milk booster, tp, x tau lg nih...brg tak sampai lagik.
6. makan lobak putih+halba n wat sup....best..nyum,nyum...

ni bukak cuti, insyaAllah bole posa balik..ada nasihat dr Kak N, jgn risau sgt, or stress sgt... thanks kak.

byk yg ley kongsi sebenarnye dr susuibu nih..bagus tull.

okla, more entries to come. Check it out ya..??!!!

BF and Ramadhan

Today is the first day ku berpuasa untuk bulan Ramadhan. Cuti sekolah membolehkanku dok rumah and fully breastfeed my son. Alangkah sedih dan hibanye aku bila by 4pm, susu ku kering. kontang. Sedih sgt. My mom tegurla "takkan nak biar anak mnangis klaparn?? memang tak dpat ni, memang kene campur susu fm." lagila hiba.....:( Aku pun cepat2 panaskan susu beku n berikan pada anakku. Aku akan cuba plak skali lg bpuasa besok since sok ada add. class. so, mungkin bila Syabil tak berkepit sgt, susuku akan lebih banyak kluar coz body sempat produce susu smula.

Small bundle, Great Wonders

I'm a new mother to Syabil Rafiqi bin Syeful Rahim. He's 2months 3 weeks now. having him in my life really wreack havocs. my life is turned upside down. my schedule must be adhered to his mood, tantrum and whether he really wanted a nap or not!!

However, all of that are insignificant when he wakes up and smiles at me.... Really make my day and deleted all my worries, frustation, as well as boosting up my energy..